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Podcast/Update

Hey guys, gals, and people! So today I wanted to tell you all about a podcast I want to start on a site called Anchor. On my podcast I will talk about anything and everything and I wanted y’all to check it out! It’s called “The Geeky Pansexual”.

Anyway, on with your scheduled update.

So about a week ago, my mom and I saw these nail polishes at Walmart, and I know what you’re thinking; “Ethan, you’re a TransMale, why are you looking at nail polish?” My answer to you is that I still have a girly side that comes out every once in a while.

So, like I said, we saw these nail polishes and these three colors caught my eye. Pastel blue, pastel pink, and white. You’re probably curious as to why they caught my eye and the reason is that they are the Transgender colors! The Trans Flag goes like this; Pink, blue, white, blue, pink. So we bought them.

My mom had me text my aunt to bring her fake nails over and while we waited, she painted her nails black with the ring finger white. She came over and we put the fake nails on me, shaped them, and then painted them the Trans Flag.

They stayed on for about a week, then I took them off because they were getting annoying and I couldn’t do anything.

So, that’s my story for today! See you all next time!

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Aaron

Hey guys, I’m back. I took a short break for personal reasons, but here’s another post! I will most likely send out more posts after this oe since it has been a while.

Anywho, today’s post is going to be about my third personality; Aaron! Aaron is my angry side. He gets jealous and possesive easily. He can also get very….what’s the word….introspective, I think? He tries to keep everything in check.

Welp, that’s all for today. See you guys tomorrow!

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LOVE & PAIN

Love and pain
They don’t mix
And I fell for all your stupid tricks
You made me fall for you
Want to die for you
And all you gave me back
Was lies and tact
You said you loved me
Was this true?
‘Cause I know everything I did for you
Was from the heart
It was just waiting for me to hit start
But now you’re gone
And I realize
Everything you said was deceit and lies
You never loved me
Like I did you
You said you did but I know it wasn’t true
If you want me back
Don’t even try
‘Cause I’ll tell you off and say good-bye
It’s your fault that I’m depressed and sad
You made me feel bad
For you
Now I’m falling apart
From a broken heart
The seams are ripping
And I just keep tripping
Over the words that I say
Your voice is stuck in my head
I can’t make it go away
I miss you
But I don’t want to
‘Cause it’s all in vain
The love and pain
Fight me
Bite me
Ignite me
Enlighten me
On why you lied to everyone we know
Was my love really just for show?

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Update

So, like little me said in the last post, I found a caregiver. My sister saw our messages and saw that he is older than me. She grounded me until Friday at 5 because of this. It makes me upset because her and her husband have a three year age gap, which is what me and the caregiver have. She got mad at me for it because I said that I was ‘sexual’ but what I meant by this was things such as spankings. But, of course, she didn’t ask me what I meant by this and she thought I meant ‘sexual’ as in having sex. I know better than to do that with someone older because they could be arrested for it. I’m going to tell you the story.

The reason I chose this said caregiver was that it isn’t very often that you find a male looking for any gender Little. When I replied to his comment on a cg/l book, I said I was sorry if I was being a bother if he wasn’t looking anymore. He couldn’t reply to my comment, so he personally messaged me. He was kind and said that I wasn’t being a bother. He called me sweet names like ‘hon’ and ‘little one’ which are names I enjoy. When I asked him if he would be my caregiver, he said yes.

But this didn’t last long. My sister looked through my phone that night after not hving looked in a week. She talked to me about it. Her first question was why the message time said 10 pm. I told her that my phone was messing up with the time and I don’t know why. This was true. She then asked me about the caregiver. I started freaking out because she got mad at me and I thought she was going to yell. I hate yelling because it scares me. But she didn’t. She asked me why I was looking for a caregiver when I have her (I live with her). I told her about the books I had been reading in the cg/l community and she said, “Yes but notice, they are all adults, and you are only [insert age here].” Basically, she was trying to say that I shouldn’t be looking for a caregiver. But she’s not going to do the things that a caregiver would.

In the end, she gounded me because I was talking to an older guy. He’s probably worried about me and when I am able to message him again, I’ll either have to tell him my sister said he can’t be my caregiver, or that we can’t do anything sexually. Welp, that’s all for today folks! I hope y’all have an amazing rest of your day!

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Josh

Today we are going to talk about my second personality; Josh! Josh is my depression/social anxiety. He rarely ever encourages me to talk to new people, but when he does, it’s because he thinks they are a good influence or he likes them. Most of the time, he wants me to keep to myself and not talk to anyone. He is very very shy. Whenever he ‘comes out’ or ‘takes over my body’, he keeps his hood on. He sits alone, reads, writes and listens to music. He hardly speaks and when he does, it is very soft and stuttery. Anyway, that’s it for today’s post and I will see you tomorrow!

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Learn Japanese with me

So today I want to teach you a few Japanese words. There are some you might already know, like Kon’nichiwa, Neko, and Inu. But what about the words and phrases you don’t know? That’s what we are going to learn today.

So the first phrase I am going to teach you is; Have an amazing day!

Have an amazing day! Tanoshī tsuitachi o! How to pronounce: Tanoshee chunichioh

Now you might be thinking, “When would I use this phrase?” There are multiple answers to that question. You could say it to your teacher, your parents, or even friends! It might be hard to pronounce at first, but after a few tries, you’ll get it.

That’s all for today’s post! Tanoshī tsuitachi o!

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Alex

So this post is going to be about my first personality; Alex! Alex is the “Dad” of all my personalities. He is sweet and kind until he is mad or someone threatens me, my personalities, my family, or my friends. Alex is also a “dom”, or “top”, as some prefer to call it. He makes sure that my personalities and I stay in our place while being safe! That’s all for today’s post. Tomorrow might be a random post or another personality. Have an amazing day!

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