Update

So, like little me said in the last post, I found a caregiver. My sister saw our messages and saw that he is older than me. She grounded me until Friday at 5 because of this. It makes me upset because her and her husband have a three year age gap, which is what me and the caregiver have. She got mad at me for it because I said that I was ‘sexual’ but what I meant by this was things such as spankings. But, of course, she didn’t ask me what I meant by this and she thought I meant ‘sexual’ as in having sex. I know better than to do that with someone older because they could be arrested for it. I’m going to tell you the story.

The reason I chose this said caregiver was that it isn’t very often that you find a male looking for any gender Little. When I replied to his comment on a cg/l book, I said I was sorry if I was being a bother if he wasn’t looking anymore. He couldn’t reply to my comment, so he personally messaged me. He was kind and said that I wasn’t being a bother. He called me sweet names like ‘hon’ and ‘little one’ which are names I enjoy. When I asked him if he would be my caregiver, he said yes.

But this didn’t last long. My sister looked through my phone that night after not hving looked in a week. She talked to me about it. Her first question was why the message time said 10 pm. I told her that my phone was messing up with the time and I don’t know why. This was true. She then asked me about the caregiver. I started freaking out because she got mad at me and I thought she was going to yell. I hate yelling because it scares me. But she didn’t. She asked me why I was looking for a caregiver when I have her (I live with her). I told her about the books I had been reading in the cg/l community and she said, “Yes but notice, they are all adults, and you are only [insert age here].” Basically, she was trying to say that I shouldn’t be looking for a caregiver. But she’s not going to do the things that a caregiver would.

In the end, she gounded me because I was talking to an older guy. He’s probably worried about me and when I am able to message him again, I’ll either have to tell him my sister said he can’t be my caregiver, or that we can’t do anything sexually. Welp, that’s all for today folks! I hope y’all have an amazing rest of your day!